They left their children forever, and they will never know what happened to all of us. They left their children and never came back. Every single child that was in my orphanage and orphanages around the world had mothers that made the same decision. Because now I know that thousands of mothers have made the same decision that She made. The bigger I get, the more confused I feel. What did they say to each other? How does a person decide to leave their baby and a book in the street under a gate? How is it possible that She could decide that plan was the best thing to do? It doesn’t make sense to me and it probably never will. If only I could go back in time and see Her (biological mom) face and listen to Her conversations with Him (biological dad). Ch.91 “As my body grows, the more I feel like I will never know the beginning of my story. I am reading An-Ya and Her Diary by Diane Rene Christian, it is a novel that chronicles the journey of an 11 year old adoptee from China, written in diary format.
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